March 2009
10 posts
Today...
I’ve had:
1 slice of turkey sandwich meat
1 grande iced chia from starbucks
It’s been a pretty good day and I’m not really even hungry :)
From the minute I wake up in the morning till the second I lay my head down to sleep. . All I can ever think about is how I wish I were: Thin. Skinny. Frail. Fragile. Small. . I want to see my bones slightly protruding through my skin. . I want to be a fragile little girl. . I want heads to turn when I walk in a room. . I want to feel beautiful. . I want to be beautiful. . ...
I am Anorexic
But, only because I am a happier person with it in my life. . I enjoy the sensation of being empty and light. . I live to see pounds drop off the scale. . I feel more in control and more myself when I am deep inside a fast… BUT . . I do not support Anorexia when it gets to a stage of sickness and mental breakdown. . I do not support anything that is...
Food Diary: Day 1
Food:
So far today I’ve eaten a salad from my school’s cafeteria. It was probably too many calories and I should feel guilty, but I’m not going to eat anything else today. If I slip I’m going to force myself to throw up
Drink:
1 Diet Dr. Pepper- 0 calories
Someone I once Knew.
She wasn’t born anorexic, but nowadays she suffers, staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers. feeling pressured by the public. She only weighs 90 pounds but still sucks in her stomache. On the inside she’s dieing, lying to herself, thinking: - 5 more pounds won’t jeopardize my health. One day she might just collapse, she can’t avoid it. Too many sleepless...
“Anorexia is just another word for nothing left to lose.”
– Joy Behar
Why I Want to be Skinny
If I were skinny, my entire life would be better. People would like me more, my career would be more possible, I would be able to wear better clothes and feel comfortable in them. I just feel like being skinny is the ultimate goal in order for the rest of my life to be amazing. Some people can just go on a simple diet and lose weight, but I can’t. This is my only option. I want this with all...
Introduction.
I’m not going to tell you my name so that this stays anonymous. But I will tell you a little about myself. I’m a college student with a bit of OCD in me. For me, pretty much everything has to be perfect. I love in a large city where everything depepnds on my looks. I want to be a journalist/videographer. I’m 5’9”, I have balck hair, green eyes and a pretty face. The...